Tuesday, December 27, 2011

A New Year

As the new year looms, I am thinking about what changes will take place.....some changes will be inflicted upon me/us, others will be because of our own decisions. The ones I need to be worried about are the ones that I can/will/must make.

I quit making New Year's resolutions a long time ago because I never, ever, ever kept them. Ever. I am terrible at setting goals for myself. Something deep within me rebels against setting them....even if it's "I'm going to make my bed every day this year"......it feels like a heavy burden to bear. I know I'm weird. Maybe it's pride.....I don't want to fail, so why set myself up for it???

However, I am 44 years old. It's time, way past time, for me to set some goals and work towards them.....put them on a list and scratch them off once they are accomplished. Ugh. *sigh*........*another sigh*.

I can't bring myself to make that list and put it up here. Yet. But soon. I have 4 days left to make my plans, set my goals for this new year.

*sigh*

3 comments:

t marie said...

I feel a little weird about setting public goals too. It's that dadgumit follow through you are forced into. :P

Debbie said...

I love you, Angie! I love how real you are. I love how you keep life in perspective. I have so much to learn from you.

Kecia said...

I am EXACTLY the same way. And I would love to get together before C goes back. We need to find a date!
(Ha...those last words remind me of college...)